Not sure which it is now... we kind of have a plan I guess?? Let me back up a bit, Levi was informed that he didn't get the internship with Southwest. I am okay with this for a few reasons:
1) I was honestly very worried about finding an externship for myself down in San Antonio because I'm not bilingual. It would have been great to have my mother watch the kids while I finish up school, but I was actually really scared to even look for an externship there. I started looking for places a few weeks ago, but it just scared me for some reason.
2) Even if he got the internship, if they didn't offer him a full-time position, we would be in the exact same situation we are in now, except half our stuff would be 1,800 miles away.
3) We don't have to live apart from each other now. If he had gotten the internship, the plan was to have Levi live in Dallas and work while I live with my family in San Antonio and do my externship. I know I get on Levi's nerves sometimes, but he knows I can't live without him, so he sticks with me! ;)
Now, am I happy that he didn't get it? No, of course not. I never wished that he wouldn't get it so that all my reservations wouldn't be an issue (if that makes sense). He really wanted it, and I know it's not easy being let down like that. But, onto the new plan... which really is no plan. We have a few backup plans, but haven't settled on anything at all yet. He is also still applying to places, so we are seeing what happens with those as well. I know that Heavenly Father is in charge and cares for us, but it's still a little scary/weird not knowing what we will be doing in 4 weeks after we graduate. (I say "we" because I am actually walking for graduation since I will be completely done with classes for my Associate's - I will just have my externship to do. Levi is completely done with his Bachelor's!)
We
are definitely moving.... that's all we got! I've started selling some stuff - just to downsize a bit. It's amazing how much crap we have accumulated in 3 years! And I will start packing some stuff next month, but as for now... we've just gotta keep on truckin'! The Lord knows what we need, and it's not like we don't have anywhere to go. I'm very thankful for that! We have such great family support systems! Wherever we end up, we will always have that!
So, that's the deal as of today. Things may look differently next week. We will see...
Now for Random Picture Time
McDreamy found his way into my textbook ;)